My Baby Boy..

Let me start with NO I AM NOT PREGNANT... yet. :)
I have been thinking about him a lot though. It's like I know him, I can picture him. I get these aches when I think about him, like I miss him because he's not here. My belly aches to hold him and "create" his body and his little features. I think about playing with him and snuggling with him and getting dirty and making messes. :) I can't wait to see Charlotte interact with a brother, and see Anabelle giggle with him! :) The thought of 3 children comes so much easier than the thought of 2 did and I really feel as if a part of our family is missing because this little boy isn't here! Yes, I know that the next time we get pregnant we could very well have another girl.. And OF COURSE I would welcome her as well! :) She is very much wanted here too! :) And Yes, I am aware of the fact that the next 3 pregnancies could all be girls! And I'm ok with that too, but as long as that little baby boy shows up sometime. I don't think I could stop having babies until he joined us, haha! We have his name picked and I found the colors for his room. I.am.ready.
My baby is now just over 6 months! I'll be putting a lot of her things away soon, like the boppy pillow, her bumbo seat (she flips out of it), her bouncy seat, and probably her swing in a few months! I'm definitely enjoying her growing up but its sad too! She was so snuggly! :) I LOVE seeing her change and get more interactive and her smiles and giggles get bigger and come easier every day, but I miss my sweet fuzzy headed little bundle :) The tiny burrito baby! :) We are still in "debate" as to when we'll try for another (not that we're preventing now). But I sure hope its soon! :) I know of several babies due in the next month or 2 and I'm super excited for babies to snuggle! So that will have to do for now... But since I know my hubby will read this.. I'll just put it out there one more time... I'm ready when you are! ;)