This little guy is now one of my closest friends. He listens (through the glass of course) to me and offers his head tilts and funny looks. I guess he makes me smile when he's around. While I'm in this period of time where nothing and no one seems to be able to really "fit" what I need, it was suggested by my bff that I take up blogging. So, while I'm not any one special with anything profound to say, I'm hoping this will somehow "stimulate" me intellectually.
I'm pregnant, which means even when I feel the most alone... (in the most cliche' words possible) there's always someone there with me. It has been a wild ride so far with this little girl growing inside of me. I personally am one of the few women who has not enjoyed being pregnant. I like being skinny and fitting into the same clothes, and I like my boobs... however small they USED to be. Anyway, I'm ready for it to be over so I can meet my little girl and ultimatey do it all over again in a year or so... (what a viscious cycle life takes us in).
My husband happens to be the most amazing person I have ever met and I'm overly confident that if you met him you'd say the same. Just the other day we bought stuff to make smores with out thinking how we would make them. Later we had a cookout with some friends and he left early for work but before he left completely what does he do??? He makes me smores and brings them to the pool where I was entertaining our guests. It makes me stick my chest out and beat it like tarzan a little, flaunting what I have because I know he's better than anyone else's husband. Right now he's working very very hard and I know he's doing it for us (his family). And even though I get frustrated and upset with him for being gone so much, I do know that things could ALWAYS be worse and that we actually have it pretty darn good. One day we'll be where we want to be, and I'm pretty sure we'll want to be somewhere else then too. So I'm/we're learning to be happy with where we are and while keeping the big picture in mind, focus on whats going on right now.
Problem is, right now... for me... there's nothing going on.
My husband happens to be the most amazing person I have ever met and I'm overly confident that if you met him you'd say the same. Just the other day we bought stuff to make smores with out thinking how we would make them. Later we had a cookout with some friends and he left early for work but before he left completely what does he do??? He makes me smores and brings them to the pool where I was entertaining our guests. It makes me stick my chest out and beat it like tarzan a little, flaunting what I have because I know he's better than anyone else's husband. Right now he's working very very hard and I know he's doing it for us (his family). And even though I get frustrated and upset with him for being gone so much, I do know that things could ALWAYS be worse and that we actually have it pretty darn good. One day we'll be where we want to be, and I'm pretty sure we'll want to be somewhere else then too. So I'm/we're learning to be happy with where we are and while keeping the big picture in mind, focus on whats going on right now.
Problem is, right now... for me... there's nothing going on.
1 comment:
you make me :)
so this bird....you two have a close relationship? ;)
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