Inspired

I've been inspired by a friend who has just started a new blog. I started this one a long time ago and have since posted twice, one of which I deleted because it was retarded. I'm tempted to do that again but I like the bird. :) I'll hang on to him for now.
I am now a mother. Life is no longer about me or anything that I want, think, or feel. At least it hasn't been for the last 10 months. I am realizing that this must change for my own sanity. Maybe other women can go longer with out being a person in the real world, outside of peek-a-boo, and owies, and naps... or maybe there's a way to merge the two. I have yet to figure it out. Still, there's so much time and life left to live and experience. My plan is to find the happy medium between the Real live woman inside and the Momma that everyone sees.
I'm passionate, and creative, and intuitive. I love experiencing people and helping them grow. I am expressive and want to show myself to the world. Transparency is something I am realizing is the key to EVERYTHING in life. Without it, people are often fake and superficial. No one likes that. I'm learning to be real, with myself and with others.
I have lost myself and am trying to find out where to go from here.